Wednesday, March 25, 2009
This coping thing is hard
It's been over 3 weeks, and you would think that I would be getting the hang of coping by now, but I'm really not. I don't know...sometimes I'm great. Sometimes I'm happy. I've even laughed at silly stuff with my friends and my kiddos and my hubby. But sometimes, it just all seems so bleak. I miss Jude so bad. I even miss being sick and pregnant. We went out to eat the other night, and it seemed like every woman in the restaurant was pregnant. It made me sad. I'm trying so hard not to be jealous of other people, but it's hard. Hopefully, the coping thing will get easier with time, but for right now, I almost feel like I'm fighting a losing battle.