Happy? Mother's Day

Yes, I meant to put the question mark after happy in the title of this post. There are so many reasons for me to be happy this Mother's Day...I still have my mommy, who is amazing in every way. I'm still Savanna's mommy, and she loves me very much. My brother and his family are in town, and I'm so happy to be able to spend time with them. My husband has been very caring toward me, and my step-kids have been being more appreciative. My health is better, and I have a great new job.
I'm very thankful for all of my blessings, but I find it impossible not to be sad on Mother's Day. I wish Jude were still here, so I could be his Mommy, too. I'll probably cry a lot today. I hope nobody minds.